It’s like quite long time haven’t made a post here,

It’s not that I already free with the pain,

But it’s because now I can adapt to it,

Not cry like a baby anymore,

Not take steroid anymore,

but still, consume with MTX(chemotherapy),

the worst ever pills I had eaten,

always vomit after take it,

always got high temperature after take it,

Just sometimes try holding the pain like I’m not in sick every day,

Although the pains were there every morning, the battle still not comes to the end.

Alhamdulillah day by day I can cope with this illness.

Trying to handle the stress and become more optimist person.