I can be healthy condition but most of the time im was in sick and pain.
I just can bear this with my own while others not really know when my pain coming.
They can see i bear the pain while walk through the stairs,
this is not slip disc like i had before for two years,
this pain more than that,
they can see how i m trying hard to wake up from my chair after sitting for long time,
but they do not know how i m feel it for real.
I could even cry inside while nobody can realize because this chronic pain was unseen.
when i m in a flare,
i will feel like I am dying little bit at a time,
at that time i will stop everything and trying to find something that can keep motivate me,
sometime i will try to pulling back each moment that make me smile =),
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